Bottled Up Feelings.

Yo peeps.
Been a lot of deaths happening round me these few days, or weeks.
And...
It pretty much shows how fragile life is. =/


It's something like this..
Used to go to a certain fishing pond since I was lil, wayyy back when I was still in primary school. (:
The pond manager is an auntie, pretty friendly person.
So she kinda watched how my family grew.
Sisters, me, well, you get the idea.
So last Sunday, my fam decided to fish there, for fun. (:
I didn't tag along, was too lazy to wake up, haha.
The fishing pond is located in Hulu Langat, bout an hour of drive.
So when they got back around afternoon, my dad woke me up.
Damn, it was fucking shocking.
They couldn't fish, so I asked my dad how come.
My dad said the auntie got murdered.
=/
WTF?
Just shows how scary the world today is.
Had a sleepness night that very day, damn.


So yeah, it was pretty shocking.
And to date, there were 2 memorial services held in my housing area these few weeks.
And so, if anything were to happen to me...
I dunno, car accident, robbed, in a state of comatose, etc etc.
(choi)
Tell my fam I love 'em. (:
Parents, sisters, yeah..
Or just tell 'em bout the existence of my blog.
(if anything were to happen to me, not just cause you feel like it)

And, to the very few ones who used to be very special to me, you know I heart you guys. (:
Appreciate what has happened, and am just hoping our friendship now would last.
There's just no way I could not include you guys in my life, nor can I deny how you guys have changed me.
In all honesty, I wouldn't wanna lose such great friends.
(:
You know who you guys are, right? Haha.
And if you guys forgot or didn't know, I thought of this blog title from the both of you.
So yeah, there you go. (:

And of course, YOU peeps who are reading my blog, right here, right now. :D
Provided I know you peeps personally lah, haha.
Appreciate you guys, very much. (:

So......
Yeah.....
It somewhat feels like a last will or something now, haha.
Nah, it's not like I have a deadly disease or anything, but you wouldn't know.
So peeps, do know you guys are loved, and please do alert my fam of my blog. :D
(again, IF anything were to happen to me)
Ciaos.






(no, I'm not emo, I'm fine, haha)


*somewhat fine lah*
(:

"If only people understand each other."